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13 November 2025

Cats got they hands out wantin’ somethin’ from me…

Written by Darian
My god, that kitten is a poop machine. It seems she can crap twice her entire body weight or more daily – she produces so much shit, she should chair a Libertarian committee. At lease Roscoe taught her how...
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12 November 2025

Nothing can stop me now, ’cause I don’t care anymore…

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I have a kitten laying across my chest and her position is making it difficult to type. Now that we’ve decided to adopt her into our family, even as we continue to mourn the absence of Maynard, we have...
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11 November 2025

And I’ll carry on, the best that I can…

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It’s going to be a short one today – it is a holiday and I’d like to spend some time with my wife since she has time off, especially since it’s been a couple weeks since anything has felt...
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10 November 2025

Dance the ghost with me…

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Well the universe certainly has an odd sense of humor. Friday, we went to the city and picked up Maynard’s urn to bring him home. We also did the shopping that we had originally planned for Monday when we...
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07 November 2025

As I awaken from the longest night…

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We’re making another run to the city today. I got the call and Maynard’s remains are ready to be picked up. I really miss that little fucker – he was so smart, he figured out that scissors usually mean...
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06 November 2025

I feel you here, and it keeps me sane…

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Acceptance – that is the end goal. We blew through denial, anger, and bargaining pretty quickly, and firmly planted out asses in depression. It will take more time, but we will get there. We keep noticing the little things...
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05 November 2025

This hole in my heart can’t be filled with the things I do…

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It still feels so surreal. I’ve been trying to keep myself preoccupied with different things, but it isn’t working. We keep noticing the little absences from our life – even the annoying ones – that bring everything to the...
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04 November 2025

Lonely people, empty rooms…

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We said goodby to one of our furry family members yesterday. While we had other things planned for our run to the city, all we really could manage to get through was going to the pet crematory and coming...
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03 November 2025

Like a scream but sort of silent, living off my nightmares…

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Our cat, Maynard, died yesterday. There was no long illness or anything – he was his usual self in the morning, bugging us to hurry up and start our day so he could have his wet food. He never...
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31 October 2025

A locomotion mind, love American style…

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I’m still not really up for much of anything, and frankly, I’m a bit surprised as to how much this is affecting me. I mean it is expected to feel something when someone close to you dies, but in...
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